THE DISSENTIENT SHADOW GODDESS

 As within, so without do they usually say. When the outside world is in absolute chambles, seek peace within. Seek this precious feeling of peace in simplicity, be it in your heart of hearts or with your family.  My sincere conviction is that when each of us reaches inner peace, the world will, as a consequence, be more peaceful (as within so without).  I concede on the fact that this chaos and unnecassary cruelty is not only disheartening but terrifying. How can one achieve serenity in a psychological battlefield? One step at a time, gratitude, mindfulness and hope made a world of difference to me.  Most people are so accustomed to violence and chaos that stillness and peace feel alien to them. In other words, it is the unknown. Humans have the tendency of avoiding the unknown and sticking to routine. Our routine; conflict and war since the beginning of times. When I commune with Angels and Spirit Guides, I always ask them how can a heart that f...

 While working under the guidance of Medusa, she handed me a mirror and asked me to look at my shadow. She asked of me that I face and embrace it . Shadow work without compassion is straight up self bullying to be honest. What I saw shook me to my core, I saw my fear of abandonment staring right back at me. The truth is that I would rather live a solitary life, hidden in the shadows,feeling falsely safe behind my wall of hurt and distrust , than putting myself out there to create meaningful and uplifting bonds.  The fear of being rejected or abandoned haunts me to this day. Why you ask?  Like many divergent individuals, I find it practically impossible to mask or to create fake personas. We show ourselves without deceit or malice, thus without any protection. In this scenario, rejection hits us directly. That is the price to be paid for said "authenticity". The 8 of cups also coincides with this spiritual guidance. It adds up to the fact that to be able to go forward in l...

 In life, you will realise that numerous people are going to be attracted to your light, but few will respect and honour it. It is your duty to honour, respect and protect your light. When the shadow aspect is fully confronted and integrated, the light becomes more potent and palpable both to yourself and others. Some will envy this type of spiritual evolution. So my dearest "gentle reader" protect the good in you. Your generosity, selflessness and your gifts are not to be exploited by everyone, these are not to be soiled by every hand.  Envy is a deadly poison for sure and you should not underestimate its range. Also there is a type of people who fear what they do not understand and will therefore seek to destroy you. So hold tight beautiful soul. Your light is your gift, your legacy, your armour and your sword. If you are an adept of spirituality or angelolatry, call upon the Archangel Michael, He who protects those who bear The Light. Stay blessed. 

 J'ai souvent constaté que pour beaucoup de personnes, l'acte d'aimer avait un composant égoiste. J'ai remarqué que l'amour inconditionnel est quasiment inexistant.  Quand je parlais d'amour on me disait que j'étais utopique ou trop rêveuse. Pour moi aimer c'est se rendre meilleur pour la personne, c'est de faire taire l'égo et se laisser inspirer par les qualités et les valeurs de l'autre afin de s'élever à la grandeur d'âme de l'autre et vice versa. Cela incombe également de donner le meilleur de moi, au lieu d'imposer mes fardeaux et mes tribulations à autrui. Selon moi, aimer un individu, que ce soit romantiquement ou platoniquement, implique de savoir se sacrifier ou se distancer consciemment du receptacle de cet amour, pour le sauvegarder d'une douleur ou d'un danger. J'ai aussi remarqué qu'il était plus aisé pour moi de donner de l'amour que d'en recevoir. Comme bon nombre d'entre nous, j...

 As a woman I claim my right to freedom. I am wilderness herself. As a woman I refuse to be tamed. I am not a pet to be kept to embody someone else's fantasy. I am my own being, with my own will, my own dreams and limitations.  I am not some sort of clay, displaced here and there, to be molded to an abuser's will. I AM  every woman, the gift of life bestowed on us. We are divine portals not mere disposable pawns.  Reclaim your power and acknowledge your worth. 

 If we decide to view depression as a parasitic infestation, it's first and loudest symptom would be absolute exhaustion. How can I make my entourage understand the concept of simply feeling completely drained for no logical reason. As I am pondering over this article, my personal battery is almost empty and I have so many things to do. Someone who combats mentally on a daily basis is well aware of the gift of being able to do little things. Most people underestimate the ability and normalcy of preparing a meal, taking care of your environment, taking care of your loved ones or simply of self care. For someone who has to fight their own mind on a diurnal regimen, just to convince oneself that life is not too tiresome, doing the simplest thing is an accomplishment in itself. 

 On nous pousse souvent à trouver un sentiment de complétude soit dans un couple ou dans une amitié, mais quand est il de se sentir complet en soi même?  Nous avons tous en nous des énergies féminines et masculines, de l'ombre et de la lumière , nos forces et nos faiblesses. Au travers de notre vie, les différentes spiritualités dominantes nous invitent à maîtriser l'art de l'équilibre, simultanement cosmique, collectif et intérieur.  Pour avoir un résultat plus probant, il est conseillé d'allier balance et détachement. Après avoir pris conscience de ce qu'était la codépendance affective que ce soit dans des relations romantiques, familiales ou amicales,j'ai su trouver le bien être en moi même. Apprendre à se connaître par coeur, apprendre à se respecter et s'accepter soi même. Apprendre à jouir de sa propre compagnie. Apprendre à tempérer ses propres émois sans dépendre d'autrui. Toutes ces choses nous permettent conséquemment de bâtir des relations plu...